bucharest was under snow today - and it is still snowing. so, the supreme luxury for me on Monday in the middle of the day was to stop at the coffee place in the park (I took pictures, but too lazy to download them now). I decided to forget everything else and to spoil myself - to enjoy a coffee, the fresh snow and the nature, as urban as it is… I was happy, for different reasons, and that made even happier… just to sit there and indulge myself with a cappuccino… The child in me was so cheerful that shortly after I called my mother to share that with her and to thank her for the fact that she brought me to light… I am 35 and it’s the first time in my life when I said that…
mama
doing nothing
when we get to know somebody new, we inevitably (and very quickly) get to the question “so, what do you do for a living?”… I am always amazed by how much this matters. actually too much. and how we get labeled for that. so, what if I said “I’m a specialist in doing nothing at all”??? or, “I just ask questions to people and, sometimes, not only they like that, but they even pay for it”… God, I would just love that job… I will probably have lots of questions to ask God himself or herself, but maybe when we get on the other side we also finally understand everything and… nothing… because it’s like returning home, where we belong. I don’t know, I’m just playing with words ![]()
lucky me
in 2009, I discovered how immensely rich I am - I’m blessed with so many very good/close friends! I’m so grateful for having such wonderful people in my life who understand me and are there for me when I need them. one of them would say now - “of course, all you care about is you butt!” (good that he doesn’t read my blog!) ;-)… so, one of the biggest changes I went through this year was to realize that I am not alone and that love is everywhere in my life. and this doesn’t depend on being in love with somebody else! But that would be nice to happen as well… and, who knows, maybe it is already happening… ![]()
how did I change the world today
today, I felt that I could really change the world - and it just happened. you can ask me: the whole world? well, I’m talking about my world: people around me were more relaxed, smiling, even having fun! wow! and even though they continued to complain about some things, they started to change other things. I was impressed! All I did was: 1. to feel good 2. to believe that I can (actually, it was more like a certainty) and 3. to be there and to be in communication - which meant mostly to ask questions! Which means that, in a way, I’m still a journalist (what can I do?). It can be fun to change the world, I tell you! Join me for 2010! Happy New Year!
wonderful
how could I miss her concert in bucharest? I’ll see what I can do about that next year!